Two Heartbeats and Red Sins
Vocals: ON/OFF
Lyrics: mavie
Composition: Kurosu Katsuhiko
Arrangement: h-wonder

Shaking in red, in red, in red
To the edge of the dream, of the dream
We can’t be separated

Already, every time when I’m stifled to death after I give up again and again
My emotions that have no place to go wake me up
Your flawless smile knows it’s an existence
So distant that it’s cruel

Even though the incurable wound only eats away at my heart
Even now I can’t completely hold back my thoughts (that dwell) (within) the darkness

Shaking in red, in red, in red
To the edge of the dream, of the dream
We met; destiny begins to turn
A secret that no one, no one knows about
I fall, I fall, I fall
I certainly can’t return anymore, even if I carve out my my sins

While I was walking in the abyss of loneliness, I was saved
By realistic eyes that never change
But a shadow born as the light is bright
Deeply and pronouncedly creeps up to me

The two heartbeats are exactly like mirrors facing each other
The (pains) are similar (but) different and continue infinitely

Burning in red, in red, in red
Erasing everything, everything
An unfulfilled illusion begins to move
Strongly, strongly
Overcoming, overcoming, overcoming the fleeting night
I certainly can’t escape, even if I drown in my sins

Shaking in red, in red, in red
To the edge of the dream, of the dream
We met; destiny begins to turn
A secret that no one, no one knows about
I fall, I fall, I fall
I certainly can’t return anymore, even if I carve out my my sins

Futatsu no Kodou to Akai Tsumi
Vocals: ON/OFF

Akaku akaku akaku yurete
Yume no yume no hate e
Hanarerarenai

Mou nando mo akiramete wa oshikorosu tabi
Ikiba no nai kanjou ga me o samashiteku
Kegare no nai sono hohoemi zankoku na hodo
Tooi sonzai da to wakaru yo

Ienai kizu   kokoro mushibamu dake na no ni
Yami no (naka ni) ima mo (yadoru) omoi o osaekirenai

Akaku akaku akaku yurete
Yume no yume no hate e
Deatte shimatta unmei ga mawaridasu
Dare mo dare mo shiranai himitsu
Ochite ochite ochite
Mou modorenai   tsumi o kizande mo   kitto

Kodoku no fuchi arukinagara sukuwarete ita
Donna toki mo kawaranai riaru na hitomi
Demo hikari ga mabushii hodo umareru kage wa
Fukaku irokoku shinobiyoru yo

Futatsu no kodou   maru de awase kagami no you ni
Niteru (keredo) chigau (itami) mugen ni tsuzuite iku

Akaku akaku akaku moete
Subete subete keshite
Kanau koto no nai maboroshi ga ugokidasu
Tsuyoku tsuyoku hakanai yoru o
Koete koete koete
Nogarerarenai   tsumi ni oborete mo   kitto

Akaku akaku akaku yurete
Yume no yume no hate e
Deatte shimatta unmei ga mawaridasu
Dare mo dare mo shiranai himitsu
Ochite ochite ochite
Mou modorenai   tsumi o kizande mo   kitto

Two Heartbeats and Red Sins
Vocals: ON/OFF
Lyrics: mavie
Composition: Kurosu Katsuhiko
Arrangement: h-wonder

Shaking in red, in red, in red
To the edge of the dream, of the dream
We can’t be separated

Already, every time when I’m stifled to death after I give up again and again
My emotions that have no place to go wake me up
Your unblemished smile knows it’s an existence
So distant that it’s cruel

Even though the incurable wound only eats away at my heart
Even now I can’t completely hold back my thoughts (that dwell) (within) the darkness

Shaking in red, in red, in red
To the edge of the dream, of the dream
We met; destiny begins to turn
A secret that no one, no one knows about
I fall, I fall, I fall
I certainly can’t return anymore, even if I carve out my my sins

While I was walking in the abyss of loneliness, I was saved
By realistic eyes that never change
But a shadow born as the light is bright
Deeply and pronouncedly creeps up to me

The two heartbeats are exactly like mirrors facing each other
The (pains) are similar (but) different and continue infinitely

Burning in red, in red, in red
Erasing everything, everything
An unfulfilled illusion begins to move
Strongly, strongly
Overcoming, overcoming, overcoming the fleeting night
I certainly can’t escape, even if I drown in my sins

Shaking in red, in red, in red
To the edge of the dream, of the dream
We met; destiny begins to turn
A secret that no one, no one knows about
I fall, I fall, I fall
I certainly can’t return anymore, even if I carve out my my sins

The dream was a good one. One where my family and I no longer had to hide, and things had been set right again. However all good dreams must come to an end and we then wake into the pain that is reality. My eyes open to look at the old stone above my sleeping bag. It was still dark, the sun hadn’t risen yet. I don’t have to wonder long what has woken me. My younger sister across the room from me is whimpering in her sleep. I know she’s hungry; it pains me to see her that way. But there is nothing I can do, my family must hide. We are wanted as are many of the heads of state of the old times. All of us who have a soul animal must hide. I can barley remember not having to live in fear and hunger.

I climb out of my sleeping bag and crawl on the cold stone to my younger sister and cradle her in my arms and stroke her hair until she slowly stirs. Her white eyelashes fluttering lightly, her chocolate colored eyes looking empty and tired and her thin face reminds me just how hungry she is.

“I’ll be back soon with food Sun.” I murmur to her and squeeze her tightly. She’s almost too weak to hug me back.

“But… Father and grandfather…” Her voice is so weak and frail sounding it is almost too soft to hear.

“They don’t need to know till I return.” I kiss her forehead to soothe away her fears. “They won’t be too mad when I return with food for all of us; to settle the growl in all of our stomachs… It has to be done.” I stroke her cream hair and slowly pull away.

“Be Careful Kat.” She murmurs her eyes are worried.

I give her a wide smile before I open the window and the cold breeze plays against my clothing. This isn’t the first time I’ve left this way. Through the window of our room, our home is built into the side of a mountain. If I walking along the roof outside our window there is a convenient rock wall that lets me climb down to the ground, it’s a long way down so I don’t have room for mistakes. My room is one of the highest in our home, father wants us protected incase anyone ever finds us. The dark sky of night is starting to pale to tell me that the sun will soon be rising. I have to hurry or grandfather will be awake and I won’t get away.

I love my father and grandfather, but they are too cautious at times. Make that my father, he’s too afraid of loosing us like he did my mother. I don’t remember much of her. Only that she wasn’t a wolf spirit like the rest of my family. She was an elegant panther. I guess that explains why my animal spirit is a little odd looking. It is longer in the back and built more like a panther, but the head of it is wolf. The body is a chocolate brown, the same color as my hair. It is this form I take now as I reach the ground and need to move quickly. I need to get to town and take my human form again before anyone sees me. I need to steal food and get back to my family, my dear little sister who’s only 5, my grand father and my father. I suppose for my father’s new mate as well. My little sister’s mother, the dog. I love my little sister, but my dislike for her mother is a thickness in my head I can not get past.

I run quickly through the woods at the bottom, trying to concentrate on my mission at hand. I am not that old, 10 times our earth has cycled since I was born. Why should I be the one hunting for food? Because Sun is hungry and I can not wait much longer. We do not have much money. We lost a lot when the raid happened and we were forced into hiding.

I know the forest well in these parts; I know where every stick is under my paws, every leaf, and every tree. It is a 10 hour run to the nearest town. A 20 hour one to the one I am heading for. I can not steal too close to home. I don’t want to give them any clue as to where we live. My family’s lives are at stake.

I stop at the nearest town however to feed myself with a bit of coin I found in the wood. Some hunter must have lost it. I change back into my human form and brush off any dirt that may give me away as someone in hiding. Just something quick from the tavern and I will be on my way again. The bit of coin I found is only enough for a cup of stew, but it tastes good in my empty stomach and it will give me the energy I need to move through to tomorrow, to find food for the rest of my family. The man behind the counter gives me a strange look for such a young person to be so hungry. But we are all poor under the rule of the humans so he doesn’t wonder about me for too long. Not long after I am on my way again, running fluidly without stop. I am used to running, I am used to hiding, and it has been my reality for a long time. Almost as far back as I can remember this has been my reality. Run and live to the next dawn that is all any of us can hope for. All any of us who are in tune with our animal spirit can expect in this day and age.

As the sky begins to gray with the warning of dawn, it becomes very real how far away I am from home. It has been a full day since I bid my younger sister goodbye and left for food, and I have found food. Plenty in a house of the rich, however I can not steal too much. Bread will keep for the day and still be soft; it will be gentle on her frail stomach too. I probably can’t carry much more then just bread in my pack anyway and it won’t be missed. At least I hope not. I pick up a rock that is as large as my two hands together and break the latch on the window from the outside; the window pane cracks and I put my hand through the now empty pane and open the lock on the window so it easily lifts. My arms stretch to find the inside of the window and pull my self inside. I can’t call on the animal side of me now. If I were seen as an animal in this town I would not be around for long. In this town they wear the animal’s spirits pelts that get too close. As I lift the first loaf of bread I see the light of the candle and I freeze and start to retreat to my open window, only to hear the scream of the lady of the house. I should have waited till the next night when they were all asleep. I know my mistake now, I take my loaf of bread and start to sprint towards the window but I am too late one of the servants is there with a large knife, I turn to move in the other direction and feel a sharp pain go down my head and then numbness, the clunk, the darkness swimming around me and the silver candle stick lands beside me.

So i worked friday, and I got a compliment kinda. Like sharon goes i'd rather work with you then the new girl they hired. you know when to stop playing around and get the work done so we get out of here ontime. so that was kinda nice to know i'm not screwing up so bad working reception

Saturday. 
My dad left before me to go get cousin mary and then we're getting ready to leave and my mom decides she's not going to this baptism. I wanted to be like then why do i have to go? their your cousins gradnkids we're going to see but alas i took my grandmom to the church, then we walked the block up to the hall where the after food was. they didn't question me about my age so i got a glass of whine. I didn't drink it all though. I got my monthly and my tummy was doing weird twists and turns so i went and got a rootbeer too so i was drinking from both periodicaly. I also think i was starving from not eating much for breakfast becasue i was assured there was gonna be a big food thing after. it took them 2and a half hours to get the food out. dad and i nearly left and got food and came back just because we were both starving by 230. but after all of this and talk and such we go to leave. my dad is up the block by the reception and i was walking my grandmom back to my car and my aunt 2dogs and john had a flat so i called my dad on the cell and he came down and we put fix a flat in it and got them set to make it back to their house then we went home. I cooked the dogs food for the next week then went over to kristinas and we went to the farmers market and bouth some chocolate. kristina bought a bday gift for sylus. Then we went and got ritas and then went back to her house and watched alvin and the chipmonks and kristina and i had gone in to get the tea that was whistleing at us cause it was boiling and she was like lar wants to tell mia tonight. so we went about playing supporting and trying to get lar to get the courage to tell her. mind you i kinda had the feeling mia liked lar but i wasn't gonna say anything. now somehow.... mia got ahold of a peice of paper written in my hand writing. oh and the antics of how that little peice of paper got passed around and ripped. and i ended up hiding cause i thought lar was gonna go like biznatch on me because of it. mind you i never had any intention of giving it to mia.... i just kinda wanted to get a laugh out of kristina well mia has a strong grip and after my wrist like went owieeeeeee i let go and she had the peice of paper. so my nuckeled and my wrist were like owie. so apprently it all worked out ok. but anyway after all that i was like thinking i should leave cause kristina was on the phone with sy and lar was all cuddled up with mia. but i ended up leaving somewhere between 1-2 and came home. kinda got some insecurities though about the whole beach trip we're planning. I mean i'm gonna have to drive down cause its 15 minutes from the beach so we have a car. so they can all go in the limo if they want. that way we can drive to wild wood or cape may or we can do one day at each or what ever we want. but its just that i wasn't aware of sylus coming when we made the plans. and i have nothing against sylus i think she's cool and all but its about something else that kristina promised me about. that she wouldn't get into a relationship till otakon. I mean she took the last one so hard and it all turned so bad and I don't want her to... break again. I'm glad she's doing better i'm glad she's happy. I just... I get worried. maybe i'm worring over nothing but sy has her own list of problems too and i just don't know if they can.... help each other the way they need in a relationship. Maybe i'm just overreacting i hope i am. I guess if i had someone i was into i wouldn't worry so much. but for me... eh i can't just hook up with anyone. guess its just my personality. I had one way too bad experience to just trust someone so easily with my heart. not that i haven't found one or two that i wouldn't mind trying to date, but i'm old fashoned no i'm not having sex before marriage or atleast its been a hell long time and its a committed all the way meaningful relationshp not someone who just wants a fling few month thing. and yeah in this day and age...  its hard to find someone who ... wants that same intimacy i guess. I guess being the only strait one of my close friends is kinda a equation too. I wouldn't trade them for anything don't get me wrong. its just that i screw up with a one night stand i get pregnent and i don't beleive in abortion. so yeah not that theirs are any less important just its one more thing for me to think about. but yeah this is too complicated to get into. 

so sunday i went riding and got totally cought in the rain so we were kinda sneaking up the trail and hiding under the trees. Luna loved it. I was soaked completly through so we finally get back and done and my rents and my grandmom went to aunt2dogs and john to watch the game and I took a shower and was gonna go hang with kristina till my daddy called me and told me to meet him at mr. conti's during the intermission to drop my car off so it could be inspected so i did and he took me back to where they were so i was stuck. so we came home later stopped by arties and picked up kristina's grad gift though i'm not 100% sure its gonna fit so i might give it to her early and if it doesn't fit see if he can exchange it for the next size up. cause you know how people love to cut girl's sizes smaller then they really are. then we got ritas and came home

now today i'm kinda in a blah mood cause my car is gonna cost 450 to pass inspection. i was like jesus thats how much my radiator is gonna cost and thats like everything i got so kinda blah. so i'm a no go for anything that costs money.

VALJEAN
God on high hear my prayer
Take me now to thy care
Where You are, let me be

Take me now, take me there

(Fantine's spirit appears to Valjean)

FANTINE
M'sieur, I bless your name

 

VALJEAN

I am ready, Fantine

FANTINE

M'sieur, lay down your burden

 

VALJEAN

At the end of my days

FANTINE

You raised my child in love

VALJEAN

She's the best of my life.

 

FANTINE

And you will be with God.

COSETTE
Papa, Papa, I do not understand!
Are you alright? They said you'd gone away.

VALJEAN
Cosette, my child, am I forgiven now?
Thank God, thank God, I've lived to see this day.

MARIUS
It's you who must forgive a thoughtless fool
It's you who must forgive a thankless man
It's thanks to you that I am living
And again I lay down my life at your feet.

Cosette, your father is a saint.
When they wounded me
He took me from the barricade
Carried like a babe
And brought me home to you!

VALJEAN(to Cosette)
Now you are here
Again beside me
Now I can die in peace
For now my life is blessed...

COSETTE
You will live, Papa, you're going to live
It's too soon, too soon to say goodbye!

VALJEAN
Yes, Cosette, forbid me now to die
I'll obey,
I will try.
On this page
I write my last confession.
Read it well when I at last am sleeping.
It's the story of those who always loved you.
Your mother gave her life for you
Then gave you to my keeping.

(The other spirits, including Eponine appear)

FANTINE
Come with me
Where chains will never bind you
All your grief
At last, at last behind you.
Lord in Heaven,
Look down on him in mercy.

VALJEAN
Forgive me all my trespasses
And take me to your glory.

FANTINE & EPONINE
Take my hand
And lead me to salvation.
Take my love,
For love is everlasting.

VALJEAN, FANTINE & EPONINE
And remember the truth that once was spoken
To love another person is to see the face of God!

CHORUS
Do you hear the people sing
Lost in the valley of the night?
It is the music of a people
Who are climbing to the light.
For the wretched of the earth
There is a flame that never dies.
Even the darkest night will end
And the sun will rise.

They will live again in freedom
In the garden of the Lord.
They will walk behind the plough-share,
They will put away the sword.
The chain will be broken
And all men will have their reward.

CHORUS, PRINCIPLES
Will you join in our crusade?
Who will be strong and stand with me?
Somewhere beyond the barricade
Is there a world you long to see?

Do you hear the people sing?
Say, do you hear the distant drums?
It is the future that they bring
When tomorrow comes!

Will you join in our crusade?
Who will be strong and stand with me?
Somewhere beyond the barricade
Is there a world you long to see?
Do you hear the people sing?
Say, do you hear the distant drums?
It is the future that they bring
When tomorrow comes...
Tomorrow comes!